Sunday, May 27, 2007 - FOC Trial I… :

Today we tried out the changi beach games and the fright night. Well, actually I didn’t really play coz when I reach there it was already my station games, so just run the games and help out with other stations.

During the evening, we did the fright night run thru. I’m supposed to hide under the bed in the “Mortuary” waiting to grab ppl’s legs and scream at their face when they look for clues. Jas was super good lah! Last FOC she super scared, now back wif a vengeance: scare the hell out of ppl with her scream… heehee

Anyway, she just came back from Germany on Friday. She went for the beach games in the afternoon, so managed to see her for a while. Miss her so badly when she’s abroad for the past 2 weeks, but when I get to see her today, just dun feel right. She just in front of me, but then, she just seems so far… So out of reach…

Just feel very sad.

Maybe she’s simply out of reach, she won’t accept me… She won’t marry a non Christian nor a xxxxxx.
Maybe coz the ppl ard me juz keep suaning me and it ain’t wad I want… Just want her to accept the way I am, and not be affected by the ppl ard us and so i distant away from her…

Guess I made the wrong move; guess I fell in love with the wrong person (~again)

tDr3@mZ blogged at 11:56 PM